Winning when I win.
Losing when I lose.
Achieving something when I achieve.
Not achieving something when I don't achieve.
Being ignored when I am ignored.
Being cared for when I am cared for.
Being in the public eye when I am with everyone.
Being left in solitude when I am alone.
Being good when I am good.
Being bad when I am bad.
Doing something I do.
Not doing something I dont do.
Not being myself.